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Tentang Hati

Daulad malam, Tuanku. Jikalau risau hati-Mu masih terbelenggu waktu, maka ijinkan hamba membasuh perih di hati hamba ini untuk dijadikan pijakan Tuanku melangkah di jalan-jalan ini. Hakikat setiap malam adalah sedih dan hakikat setiap sedih adalah luka dan luka ada di setiap hati hamba. Mengelilingi dengan jerih payah tiada tara, tiada henti. Jika hamba menyerah saat ini, maka apakah hamba sanggup mendengar sayub-sayub suara ejekan mereka, suara mereka yang bagaikan lolongan anjing-anjing pendusta kejujuran perasaan hati dan jiwa, suara-suara yang melejit melesat menderu barak-barak dan kemah-kemah pengembara di padang kegersangan hati?

Maka Daulat, Tuanku. Tiada pijar yang menerangi hati hamba ini kecuali kilau nian Cahaya hati-Mu. Hamba sungguh tiada berdaya mengepak kuat-kuat sayap-sayap di badan hamba ini. Hamba tiada sanggup  menahan ini semua. Apatah jiwa hamba ini! Tiada mungkin lebih murni dari sebutir atom di tubuh tanah ciptaan-Mu? Ya Allah! Wahai Tuanku! Tuhan hamba,  junjungan hati hamba. Hamba hanya menghendaki apa yang Engkau kehendaki, dan mencintai apa yang Engkau cintai. Kepada Engkaulah hamba selalu menaruh kepercayaan dan keyakinan hamba.

Kilau nian, Tuanku! Kemilau cahaya-Mu menerangi jalan hamba, jalan hamba yang berkelok-kelok tiada maksud. Engkaulah yang selalu membimbing hamba. Mengajari hamba tentang kehidupan.

 

Ya Ibunda!

Ya Ibunda!

Dosa apakah hamba ini..

Dosa apakah hati hamba ini?

Selarut inikah dukamu, Bunda?

Ampunilah putramu ini, Ya Ibunda! Ampunilah..

 

Daulat, wahai Tuanku, Raja Semesta Alam.  Titah-Mu hamba junjung tinggi, namun ajarkan hamba lebih dalam lagi perihal penyatuan, perihal kedalaman hati dan roh. Perihal cinta, Wahai Tuhan! Perihal cinta-Mu. Perihal kesejatian cinta yang dalam dan berpengertian tentang makna hati yang suci. Ampunilah hamba-Mu ini, Tuhanku! Tiada seruan makhluk selemah hamba ini kecuali meminta dan bersimpuh tergeletak di Hadirat-Mu dalam Kerajaan-Mu.

 

Daulat, Tuanku. Daulat Tuhanku.

Hamba memohon pada-Mu.

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Wahai, Kekasihku!
Hatiku merindu
Memang merindu akanmu
Wahai Kekasihku!
Hatiku merindu
Memang merindu akanmu

Kayak perak yang murni
Bersinar waktu malam

Bayangan indah
Elok dan ayu
Bayangan wajah
Hati merindu.

Membayang Ratu Malam
Atas lautan hatiku

Wahai Kekasihku!
Hatiku merindu
Memang merindu akanmu.

Citra wajahmu
Dibayangkan begitu
Atas permukaan lautan hatiku.

Tanpa tudung kulihatmu
Memang citra nurani

Wahai Kekasihku!
Hatiku merindu
Memang merindu akanmu.
Memang merindu akanmu.

Syair oleh Syekh Fattaah / Irama oleh Najmah Hakima

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Open My Eyes (The Rasmus)

Fear is like a tree
That grows inside of me silently
And you could be my blood
And be a part of me secretly

I’ve lost a war
I’ve lost a fight
I’ve killed a man
Wasted a life

Open my eyes, let me see you
And blow this blinding darkness away
Open my eyes, let me find you
Give me a sign

Hate is like a ghost
That lives inside of me, I plead
For you to be my guide
To be a feeder of my need

I’ve lost a war
I’ve lost a fight
I’ve killed a man
Wasted a life

Open my eyes, let me see you
And blow this blinding darkness away
Open my eyes, let me find you
Give me a sign

Take the world and fold me in
Free the soul behind the sin
The endless dark will be the
death of my senses

Take my love and hold it in
Kill the beast under my skin
The endless dark will be the
death of my senses

(Open my eyes…)
Open my eyes, let me see you
And blow this blinding darkness away
Open my eyes…
Open my eyes, let me see you
And blow this blinding darkness away
Open my eyes
Give me a sign

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It’s hard to believe that it came to this
You paralyzed my body with the poisoned kiss
For 40 days and nights I was chained to your bed
You thought that was the end of the story
Something inside me called freedom came alive
Living in a world without you

You told me, my darling
Without me, you’re nothing
You taught me to look in your eyes
And fed me your sweet lies

Suddenly someone was there in the window
Looking outside at the sky that had never been blue
Ah, there’s a world without you
I see the light
Living in a world without you
Ah, there is hope to guide me
I will survive
Living in a world without you

It’s hard to believe that it came to this
You paralyzed my body with the poisoned kiss
For 40 days and nights I was chained to your bed
You thought that was the end of the story
Something inside me called freedom came alive
Living in a world without you

You put me together
Then trashed me for pleasure
You used me again and again
Abused me, confused me

Suddenly naked I run through your garden
Right through the gates of the past and I’m finally free
Ah, there’s a world without you
I see the light
Living in a world without you
Ah, there is hope to guide me
I will survive
Living in a world without you

It’s hard to believe that it came to this
You paralyzed my body with the poisoned kiss
For 40 days and nights I was chained to your bed
You thought that was the end of the story
Something inside me called freedom came alive
Living in a world without you

It’s hard to believe that it came to this
You paralyzed my body with the poisoned kiss
For 40 days and nights I was chained to your bed
You thought that was the end of the story
Something inside me called freedom came alive
Living in a world without you

Ah, there’s a world without you
I see the light
Living in a world without you
Ah, there is hope to guide me
I will survive
Living in a world without you
Living in a world without you
Living in a world without you
Living in a world without you
Living in a world without you

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Apocalypse, Please (Muse)

declare this an emergency
come on and spread a sense of urgency
and pull us through
and pull us through
and this is the end
this is the end of the world

it’s time we saw a miracle
come on it’s time for something biblical
to pull us through
and pull us through
and this is the end
this is the end of the world

proclaim eternal victory
come on and change the course of history
and pull us through
and pull us through
and this is the end
this is the end of the world

 

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Sing for Absolution (Muse)

Lips are turning blue
A kiss that can’t renew
I only dream of you
My beautiful

Tip toe to your room
A starlight in the gloom
I only dream of you
And you never knew

Sing for absolution
I will be singing
And falling from your grace
ooh

There’s nowhere left to hide
In no one to confide
The truth burns deep inside
And will never die

Lips are turning blue
A kiss that can’t renew
I only dream of you
My beautiful

Sing for absolution
I will be singing
Falling from your grace

Sing for absolution
I will be singing
Falling from your grace

yeah

Our wrongs remain unrectified
And our souls won’t be exhumed

 

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Hysteria! (Muse)

it’s bugging me, grating me
and twisting me around
yeah I’m endlessly caving in
and turning inside out

’cause I want it now
I want it now
give me your heart and your soul
and I’m breaking out
I’m breaking out
last chance to lose control

yeah it’s holding me, morphing me
and forcing me to strive
to be endlessly
cold within
and dreaming I’m alive

’cause I want it now
I want it now
give me your heart and your soul
I’m not breaking down
I’m breaking out
last chance to lose control

and I want you now
I want you now
I feel my heart implode
and I’m breaking out
escaping now
feeling my faith erode

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